Well, today is Pastor Mark's and Kim's last day with us. It makes me sad but I'm happy for them. They're headed off to Thailand, to teach English and do Missionary work. Wow! That is amazing. I got to see some people that were in church today home for the holidays. Like Ryan, Mike, Melissa, and Crystal was home from Edmonton. It was cool. It made me happy! I like seeing people I haven't seen in a while. It's like opening a gift of it's own. So tonight I get to go to a christmas party! yeah! I get to see all my High School friends. The ones I hung out with down in the music hall. I'm so excited. I'll post some pictures!! Ok got to go now. Going to church. 6 more sleeps till christmas YEAH!! I'm so excited. I know when I have children this will be the best time of year for me!
ok, Need to finish getting ready. I'll try to blog again tommorow, but I can't promise anything!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Life as I know it right now
Well life is life. I finished my very first University exam yes I know, it is quite an accomplishment. yeah it's hard to believe that I will be starting practically all new courses come January. A few repeat over into second semester (or winter term as some like to say). The exam I did this morning was soc. That was interesting. I did the multiple choice and was like this is awesome. I know practically all of them. Than I hit the short answer. I thought my head would explode. I know I recognized what was being asked but I just couldn't put my finger on the word. I really dislike it when that happens.
Ah, I found out last week that my Youth Pastor and his wife are leaving our church to go to Thailand. I'm excited for them, but I will miss them too. So this will be the 5th youth pastor since I was 13 that has left to do other things. Not that I blame them. I think they made good descisions, but it starts you thinking that there is something wrong with us. Even though I know this is not true!! You still think it. I don't know, maybe it's for the best. LIke I said to Lindsay, maybe the next youth pastor will be single. :) I'm just kidding (or am I).
I've come to realize over the past what month, that I'm older, yes I know that sounds weird but I am. I went to a bar for the very first time last week. (for a christmas party). I'm having reasonable and sane conversations with my mother. Another sign that you are growing up. And we talk about different subjects. Like my love life. Which doesn't exist right now, but it will, it so will!! Plus I started thinking about getting married, and I was like between the age of 20 and 24, and I was like I'll be 20 in less than two years. AH!! It doesn't quite sound right. But than I finally realized I'm okay with that. If I got married in the next few years, I'm really ok with that. I don't need to have my schooling completely finished I just need to be in my fourth year. Yeah I know I"m planning this way too much. But that is okay, cause I know in the next year or two God is sending me someone, and well the rest will be history.
So in other words, I'm ready for life, because life is life, but I can handle it.
Can't wait for Christmas. 17 days till Christmas! It's just so close. I can smell it in the air. Can't YOU??
Ah, I found out last week that my Youth Pastor and his wife are leaving our church to go to Thailand. I'm excited for them, but I will miss them too. So this will be the 5th youth pastor since I was 13 that has left to do other things. Not that I blame them. I think they made good descisions, but it starts you thinking that there is something wrong with us. Even though I know this is not true!! You still think it. I don't know, maybe it's for the best. LIke I said to Lindsay, maybe the next youth pastor will be single. :) I'm just kidding (or am I).
I've come to realize over the past what month, that I'm older, yes I know that sounds weird but I am. I went to a bar for the very first time last week. (for a christmas party). I'm having reasonable and sane conversations with my mother. Another sign that you are growing up. And we talk about different subjects. Like my love life. Which doesn't exist right now, but it will, it so will!! Plus I started thinking about getting married, and I was like between the age of 20 and 24, and I was like I'll be 20 in less than two years. AH!! It doesn't quite sound right. But than I finally realized I'm okay with that. If I got married in the next few years, I'm really ok with that. I don't need to have my schooling completely finished I just need to be in my fourth year. Yeah I know I"m planning this way too much. But that is okay, cause I know in the next year or two God is sending me someone, and well the rest will be history.
So in other words, I'm ready for life, because life is life, but I can handle it.
Can't wait for Christmas. 17 days till Christmas! It's just so close. I can smell it in the air. Can't YOU??
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Blood Type
So as most of you know I gave blood, a little while ago. An interesting experience, but you can read all about it down below. Well I got a letter in the mail yesterday with my blood donor card on it. Telling me what my blood type is. I'm O+ , yes that is my blood type. Not a bad thing. I can donate blood to well any one with th RH factor being positive. That's it. But I can only get, from either O+ or -, which puts me at a greater risk if I need blood, but oh well. That's why I give it and hope other people will to.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Waiting
I hate waiting, it's always seems like time passes by so slowly. I'm waiting for an e-mail, and it just seems like it is taking forever to get here. I only mailed it a few days ago but still. I keep looking on my account to see if I have an e-mail. I know it is pathetic, but it's what I do.Little wimpette here waiting, for who knows what.
Slacking
Well, this is me slacking, I have a quiz next period, but this is me not studying. I haven't studied at all. Which is very dumb. But I'm sorry. I had to finish my Health Dialogue last night, and that took up most of my time. Not to mention all the many things I have to do! I say so many things. Than I went to bed at 1am! 1 in the morning I tell you. It is not smart. I than, kept waking up every 15 minutes. I kept thinking that, oh, it's morning, get up!
Of course everytime I woke up it was never morning. So, now I feel kind of well, cranky. Me being cranky and a quiz I haven't studied for is not very good. Not good at all. So I'm tired, so very tired and I can't wait to get home. I go home early today(bonus of having you aunt as a nurse). She'll come pick you up when she gets off. Ok, going to go fail my quiz now. Wish me luck!
Of course everytime I woke up it was never morning. So, now I feel kind of well, cranky. Me being cranky and a quiz I haven't studied for is not very good. Not good at all. So I'm tired, so very tired and I can't wait to get home. I go home early today(bonus of having you aunt as a nurse). She'll come pick you up when she gets off. Ok, going to go fail my quiz now. Wish me luck!
Monday, November 15, 2004
ME
ok so this was a few years ago, so don't laugh, you can see by the photos after that I've grown up a little bit.
PS: This was the event that I accidently flashed Andrew. He got to see my black bra, NOTHING else. Don't go getting a dirty mind on me now. I so remember this and how embarassed I was. (I really shouldn't be considering how many times people have seen my chest.) Remind me to tell you aboutCircle Square Ranch sometime.
My Eventful Weekend
So my weekend seemed like it was going to be like any other weekend. Friday night I get home early from my biology lab...5 o'clock to be exact, which is nice considering I usually don't get out until 5:30. I was out EARLY! So I get home and there's my brother as usual just relaxing. And this time there is another little dude with him. Our new cousin JOHN! (have I mentioned my aunt is trying to adopt a 11 year old boy that's was origianally from Haiti) Well This is the kid, he's a great kid...very "active". Good thing Michael was babysitting him and not me :) So I cook them supper and I spend the rest of the evening reading a book. Because I haven't read a book in a very long time. It was a good pick me up, I needed a little inspiration that night. I went to bed because I knew I had to work in the morning. Than morning came...
That morning, was one of the worst I've been through...scariest, and well the first time I've ever been through this. I got up like I usually do, got ready to go to the pool, got bathingsuit on and what not. Mom and I leave at like 7:45 (Mom's Driving, cause she needs the van). Just a reminder this is the Saturday where it was the first snow fall, it doesn't seem that bad, just a little flurries at that time. Well did you know that the Rothesay Overpass Bridge freezes before the road, yes, well so did we...but we had to break the car in front of us was slowing down, and mom breaked, well the Bridge is ICE! and we started to fishtail, but we were in the middle of a turn. We than started spinning (no joke), we did two 360's all we had to do at that point was hold on. I completely froze I had no idea what was happening, I just knew we weren't going straight anymore...I didn't clue in that I was about to be in a car accident. I can just remember hearing my mother praying "LORD, Jesus protect us," Than it happened we hit the the rail, the air bags were released and we went flying into them. (Thank God for seatbelts) We than slid down the the road a bit and we sat there. My mom than wipped her cell called 911, and the police were on their way. It felt like seconds, probably cause it was.
I can just remember soon after mom called a man came to the window, wanting to know if everyone was ok. He seemed to be in military garb, he was a nice man, he stayed with us till the ambulance came, which was soon after. The ambulance came, asked us how we were feeling and I was fine, so they left when the police came. While waiting for the police I called work. Nice huh. I had to call work...well considering I had to be in the pool in about 15 minutes I thought it would be good for them to know. The police officier came, and I had this feeling that I knew him ( I found out later that it was my best friends neighbor that I had babysat for before) Amazing huh! Well he drove us to the Aquatic Center where my boos told me to go home. So I did. I couldn't leave yet cause mom and I had to find a way home. So we got a rental car. The car actually drives very nice if I do say so my self, Even though I can't drive it. It took forever to get the car because the guy was so slow and so dumb, but there was another guy there and he was CUTE! He would walk by and smile at me, he evened walked by and winked at me once. Made me feel better, after what I'd been through. We finally got the car, and MOM drove home! Way to go Mom, that's the thing to do, get right back behind the wheel. Smart woman! I got home, showered than called Lin, Can I say I loved Her reaction. WHAT! It was very cool. So I than went to bed to, sleep I say, It was nice, just to relax, and release all the tension in my muscles. I than went out that night...just to make sure I was still alive. I watched Runaway Jury (very good movie by the way) And just so everyone knows I am alive with little injury, We think I just got whiplash, because my neck hurts. Medecine is what is keeping me from staying in bed. And ice...it's funny ice is what caused all this, but it is what makes me feel better.
The next day was Sunday, good ole' Sunday, I went to church in the morning, and well Pastor Duane wanted to know how I was doing, so I told him the truth, so than of course, he announces to the whole church (played it down saying it was a fender-bender) that Mom and I were in a car accident, lovely huh. They prayed, and I seriously felt instantly better, atleast for the service, I than had my client visit to go to, that was cool, I always love seeing her. I came home around 4, and than Lindsay calls...wants me to go outside...yah, me and outside just don't really mix. but I did, Kell and Lin came up to get me, and well we went outside, in the cold, took some pictures (I'll post some eventually) and just had some good fun, that we haven't had in a while. I than decided I had to do some work, I did do some work, but than the AMA's came on, and I got distracted, so I didn't do nearly as much as I should of this weekend.
But atleast I'm alive, BTW, the full impact of the crash was on my side of the vehicule, I wasn't hit, neither was my door, but the passenger side of the front of the bumper and the frame was on my side. Mom thinks that is why I'm in pain and she isn't.
That morning, was one of the worst I've been through...scariest, and well the first time I've ever been through this. I got up like I usually do, got ready to go to the pool, got bathingsuit on and what not. Mom and I leave at like 7:45 (Mom's Driving, cause she needs the van). Just a reminder this is the Saturday where it was the first snow fall, it doesn't seem that bad, just a little flurries at that time. Well did you know that the Rothesay Overpass Bridge freezes before the road, yes, well so did we...but we had to break the car in front of us was slowing down, and mom breaked, well the Bridge is ICE! and we started to fishtail, but we were in the middle of a turn. We than started spinning (no joke), we did two 360's all we had to do at that point was hold on. I completely froze I had no idea what was happening, I just knew we weren't going straight anymore...I didn't clue in that I was about to be in a car accident. I can just remember hearing my mother praying "LORD, Jesus protect us," Than it happened we hit the the rail, the air bags were released and we went flying into them. (Thank God for seatbelts) We than slid down the the road a bit and we sat there. My mom than wipped her cell called 911, and the police were on their way. It felt like seconds, probably cause it was.
I can just remember soon after mom called a man came to the window, wanting to know if everyone was ok. He seemed to be in military garb, he was a nice man, he stayed with us till the ambulance came, which was soon after. The ambulance came, asked us how we were feeling and I was fine, so they left when the police came. While waiting for the police I called work. Nice huh. I had to call work...well considering I had to be in the pool in about 15 minutes I thought it would be good for them to know. The police officier came, and I had this feeling that I knew him ( I found out later that it was my best friends neighbor that I had babysat for before) Amazing huh! Well he drove us to the Aquatic Center where my boos told me to go home. So I did. I couldn't leave yet cause mom and I had to find a way home. So we got a rental car. The car actually drives very nice if I do say so my self, Even though I can't drive it. It took forever to get the car because the guy was so slow and so dumb, but there was another guy there and he was CUTE! He would walk by and smile at me, he evened walked by and winked at me once. Made me feel better, after what I'd been through. We finally got the car, and MOM drove home! Way to go Mom, that's the thing to do, get right back behind the wheel. Smart woman! I got home, showered than called Lin, Can I say I loved Her reaction. WHAT! It was very cool. So I than went to bed to, sleep I say, It was nice, just to relax, and release all the tension in my muscles. I than went out that night...just to make sure I was still alive. I watched Runaway Jury (very good movie by the way) And just so everyone knows I am alive with little injury, We think I just got whiplash, because my neck hurts. Medecine is what is keeping me from staying in bed. And ice...it's funny ice is what caused all this, but it is what makes me feel better.
The next day was Sunday, good ole' Sunday, I went to church in the morning, and well Pastor Duane wanted to know how I was doing, so I told him the truth, so than of course, he announces to the whole church (played it down saying it was a fender-bender) that Mom and I were in a car accident, lovely huh. They prayed, and I seriously felt instantly better, atleast for the service, I than had my client visit to go to, that was cool, I always love seeing her. I came home around 4, and than Lindsay calls...wants me to go outside...yah, me and outside just don't really mix. but I did, Kell and Lin came up to get me, and well we went outside, in the cold, took some pictures (I'll post some eventually) and just had some good fun, that we haven't had in a while. I than decided I had to do some work, I did do some work, but than the AMA's came on, and I got distracted, so I didn't do nearly as much as I should of this weekend.
But atleast I'm alive, BTW, the full impact of the crash was on my side of the vehicule, I wasn't hit, neither was my door, but the passenger side of the front of the bumper and the frame was on my side. Mom thinks that is why I'm in pain and she isn't.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
New guilty pleasure
So I've come across something that is not quite tetris, but still kind of like it. Did i ever tell you I love tetris, give me a tetris game on a road trip and I'll be queit for hours. It's rather amazing. so it is called pile up. It's @ yahoo games and it keeps you going for hours. You might need to register at uahoo to be able to play but it's worth it, and it's for free. YAY!! I love that word free!
Flu shot
What is the significance of the flu shot? I mean really you are giving me a needle (ouch) and infecting me with the flu virus so, I won't be sensitive to it. Well I'll say this In the past three to four years I have not gotten the flu!! The flu has been absent from my body for quite some time. I do not want to go get infected with this flu virus! But since I am a nursing student and we have to make sure we are immune to these horrible diseases, I have to go get my shot. Watch I'm going to get sick because of this. My day off school on thursday will be ruined because I will be sick, because of this stupid shot. Oh you will so hear about it, if I get sick. I will be complaining like no other! yeah, so I get my shot tommorow, at like ten. Let's hope nothing happens to me!
MacBeth...what a number
I saw MacBeth over the weekend, on Friday night. I've got to say it was much better than I thought it was going to be. The play was good, but the most exciting part of the night was afterwards. Yes, I know that sounds very weird, but it's true. I got to see people I haven't seen since I graduated (which was only 5 months ago, but still) I saw Mr. Smith that was cool. Talked a little bit to him, I also talked to Mrs. Yerxa, she asked me how I was doing, it was kind of weird. I than drove Lindsay home and we talked for a bit...It was kind of sad we weren't a year older or we would have gone to sessions for a cup of hot chocolate or something, but it was after ten and they start checking for ID at that time.
It made me realize how different I was. How much I have changed since my last year of High School. Now don't get me wrong, it's not a bad change. If anything it's a really good change. I'm growing up...I have my liscense, (which was a journey all on it's own) I'm responsible for my own education. This is very new, even though I still have parents on my back to get things done, but I can deal with that. Before I know it, I'll be done my nursing course, and be working, and making a living on my own...wouldn't it be nice to have someone by my side to come with me. Well a girl can dream can't she! I'll just keep on dreaming.
Keep the dreams alive, you never know where they might take you.
It made me realize how different I was. How much I have changed since my last year of High School. Now don't get me wrong, it's not a bad change. If anything it's a really good change. I'm growing up...I have my liscense, (which was a journey all on it's own) I'm responsible for my own education. This is very new, even though I still have parents on my back to get things done, but I can deal with that. Before I know it, I'll be done my nursing course, and be working, and making a living on my own...wouldn't it be nice to have someone by my side to come with me. Well a girl can dream can't she! I'll just keep on dreaming.
Keep the dreams alive, you never know where they might take you.
Thursday, November 04, 2004
I gave BLOOD!!
I can't believe it...I did it...I gave blood. ME, the little wimpette. I sucked it up and went for it. Of course I was a little nervous. OK so I wa a lot nervous, I've never done it before. I didn't even know what my blood type is. I still don't know. So it was rather funny, I sign up, they prick my finger(which isn't bad cause I've done it for testing my sugars), then I answer questions. I than get sent into a little private place, which is really a sectioned off place with cardboard, to answer more questions. She asked me questions like " Have you had sex..." 12 out of the 13 questions were have you had sex with...whoever. Of course everytime the word sex came up, I didn't even let her finish the question. It was simply No, No, and no. That was fun.
Now comes the fun part, the needle sticking...I laughed and giggled, because well I was nervous, and the nurses joked, with me. Than once they ask what degree you are in...I had to tell them I was a nursing student. And they were like, well you shouldn't be scared. WELL, HA! I was! But I did that a big girl, I gave blood. I didn't even get dizzy. Well a little when I was transfered from one bed to another. But I was ok don't worry.
I got to say though it was a very cool experience. Especially being a nursing student. I got to see, how the nurses acted, what they did, and than I would think "I'll be like that someday" It's a very cool and very scary thought.
PS: Check out my friend Lindsays story about giving blood you'll really love it.
Now comes the fun part, the needle sticking...I laughed and giggled, because well I was nervous, and the nurses joked, with me. Than once they ask what degree you are in...I had to tell them I was a nursing student. And they were like, well you shouldn't be scared. WELL, HA! I was! But I did that a big girl, I gave blood. I didn't even get dizzy. Well a little when I was transfered from one bed to another. But I was ok don't worry.
I got to say though it was a very cool experience. Especially being a nursing student. I got to see, how the nurses acted, what they did, and than I would think "I'll be like that someday" It's a very cool and very scary thought.
PS: Check out my friend Lindsays story about giving blood you'll really love it.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
GRRR!!!
OK twice I say, Twice...I wrote all about election day and what I thought about it, and than it erasers it on me, I spent a good half hour writing this thing, sounding witty( you guys who know me, know this is a rarity) so I am MAD!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! Mad I tell you...and when a person on little to no sleep gets mad...she cries...*sniff* yeah, I know I'm no good at staying mad for long.
PS: Check out Lindsay's blog...it's really cool, and today's blog will without a doubt make your brain hurt. After reading her blog your going to need a lot of REM sleep (psychology terms *giggle* I knew they were good for something)
Yeah so this is my third time to try to post hopefully it will work *crosses fingers* Here I go!
PS: Check out Lindsay's blog...it's really cool, and today's blog will without a doubt make your brain hurt. After reading her blog your going to need a lot of REM sleep (psychology terms *giggle* I knew they were good for something)
Yeah so this is my third time to try to post hopefully it will work *crosses fingers* Here I go!
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Games...Games...Games
Why is it everytime I come online, I want to play games Whether it be favorites like collapse, Topsy Turvy, or Diamond Mine OR Classics like Connect 4 and tetris so those are the games I play, I'll find some more or you could go to to this link.
GAMES
GAMES
Friends
Friends are a huge part of life. They can bring you happiness, or sadness. Their opinion matters to you. When a friend is mad you care why or you try to figure out a way to help them. But sometimes you can't do anything, nothing at all except hold them and let them cry, talk or yell. Just being there is usually what a friend needs. Being someone to lean on, someone you can tell your secrets too. The person you talk to when you're mad at your parents, or when you have a huge fight with your boyfriend. The one person who always knows what your going to say before you even say it. Friends are the ones you can hang out with. You don't have to pretend to be someone your not. You can just let it all out with them. The hardest thing is though when you go through transitions, you have to make new friends, new connections, you be yourself and hope no one laughs at you for it. You become insecure, you don't know what to say half the time. You smile and hope you give off the right impression, and than you remember. Those friends, the ones you hang out with during summer break. The ones that know you so well. The ones that make you laugh at every little thing. You are the ones who give me my happy memories, may it be watching a video together, or prom. These memories are forever and will forever be in my mind. Thank you for all you've done!!
HAPPINESS
Happiness is bliss, simply to say, I love hearing from everyone, love it. I love the forum I love MSN, I dedicate my life to it sometimes. I really shouldn't but I do.
I had another Nursing class yesterday, and I got my annotated bibliography, and guess what, I got an A+. Didn't expect this at all. I was just so happy. Let's just hope that my Term paper is this good. Wouldn't that just bring happiness.
I had another Nursing class yesterday, and I got my annotated bibliography, and guess what, I got an A+. Didn't expect this at all. I was just so happy. Let's just hope that my Term paper is this good. Wouldn't that just bring happiness.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Friday, October 22, 2004
Complicated
So I go to the Library to read my lab work, and I end up getting so bored I decided to get a computer. Interesting isn't it. So Nursing is fine as usual. We're getting these shirts, one is a yellow kind of baseball three quarter length shirt and the other is a navy blue full length shirt. It's rather cool. I'm getting the yellow one. It says NURSING down the side of it. It really pronounces who you are. YOu know I realized some people are cut out for this work and some aren't. Some are nice and some are not so nice. And than some are very annoying. I mean very annoying. Sometimes I try to think to be patient but I'm sorry it is very difficult around some people. But like I say, it's something I have to deal with. I don't know If I told you about the incident with forgeting the tape on wednesday. Well I forgot it again on Thursday. I will be shocked if I don't get like atleast 2% taken off. She could even take off more if she wanted to.
I've decided that the color of my posts are the color of my moods. See if you can guess what moods I'm in on certain days.
I miss everyone, some more than others, just because they're hard to keep in touch with. I'm trying to e-mail people, tell them how it's going.
It's funny, I was talking to a friend and she told me, that she had a secret love. So I said I did too...And than she guessed who it was first try. I had thought I was hiding it really well. I guess maybe not. I mean he is oblivious...has no clue. But that's ok, because if he didn't feel the same way back, I think my heart would be broken. I'd get over it eventually, but it would hurt.
ok, well life is the same as usual, I'm thinking, I'm going to go out with the young adults tonight. I have no clue as to how to get there, but I think I'd like to go. Maybe if I follow some people I'll be able to get there.
Got to go to class now. THREE hour Lab...YOUPPEE!!!
I've decided that the color of my posts are the color of my moods. See if you can guess what moods I'm in on certain days.
I miss everyone, some more than others, just because they're hard to keep in touch with. I'm trying to e-mail people, tell them how it's going.
It's funny, I was talking to a friend and she told me, that she had a secret love. So I said I did too...And than she guessed who it was first try. I had thought I was hiding it really well. I guess maybe not. I mean he is oblivious...has no clue. But that's ok, because if he didn't feel the same way back, I think my heart would be broken. I'd get over it eventually, but it would hurt.
ok, well life is the same as usual, I'm thinking, I'm going to go out with the young adults tonight. I have no clue as to how to get there, but I think I'd like to go. Maybe if I follow some people I'll be able to get there.
Got to go to class now. THREE hour Lab...YOUPPEE!!!
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
About my Nursing Course
Okay, so I thought I would give everyone a little run down as to what I'm doing in nursing. Well right now nursing wise, not very much. I go do my client meetings next month. That is where I spend some time talking with a well-elderly person. It should be interesting. I did International student interviews, that was cool. We got to analyse all this therapeutic techniques I'm using throughout it. Like SOLER, who would of thought there was an acronym for how your body should be positioned. Well there is, and of course Nursing has to know about it. Warning though anyone who is interested in nursing you will work your butt off in Biology...just to stay afloat. Nursing is not that bad it does have it's really good moments. I'll give you more updates as I learn more. But I do love being a Nursing Student...I couldn't imagine doing anything else.
VENT
I need to vent, to talk, to express my feelings. Oh look I have someplace to do this. So you know when you work really hard to get an assignment done and review it, and get some else to review it. Well that's what I did, I did that, I really did. so of course I'm beyond frustrated when I learn I forgot things within my write up. Well that just adds to the frustration because I forgot the video part of my assignment. Forgot it, totally forgot it, right on my dresser. Have I mentioned I feel like crying right now. That is how upset I am. It is rather pathetic isn't it. It's just an assignment, a simple assignment. It's not like I'm failing my year for forgeting this.
It's just That I take things so personal...GET A GRIP!!!! Okay I'm good! No more frustration.
It's just That I take things so personal...GET A GRIP!!!! Okay I'm good! No more frustration.
My Acting Debut
Just so you know that's me over in the far right corner, in the black dress. I'm playing a snotty dowager, (you know one of those rich old ladies) At this point, The guy who plays Bill is talking and is supposed to take a drink from my cup. That is not a good thing, and I get really upset than ashamed. Just Imagine an old lady being flustered, that's what I did.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
so much to do, so little time
Do you find, when you know you have to work, you don't? But when you don't have to get anything done you do the most amount of work. today of course I sit down to do work then I get distracted. I'm blaming this on the forum. I love hearing from everyone. by the years end that thing is going to be so full. I'm feeling really sentimental tiday like I just need a great big hug. I miss everyone. Iwish I could go out fly out to Nova Scotia, go up to NewFoundland, than take a visit in Toronto. I think that could make me feel better. But of course I can't because life goes on.
Monday, October 18, 2004
Normal Monday
What can you expect it is a normal monday, a regular old day. I did my mid-term in biology that was very interesting to say the least. Let's all just pray I passed. I wonder sometimes if there is a ride that just keeps on spinning but all you want to do is get off it. Everyone seems to be so busy and absorbed with themselves, they sometimes don't take the time to look at the beauty around them. Be thankful for what God has given, even if you don't believe in God. That is just my weird thought of the week. Ignore most of my blabbering.
But than again if you like my blabbering read on. I have lots of work to do and what are mondays for except to do work. Going to do my critique now...going...I promise...No procrastination going on...I really am going to do work...ok I'm gone.
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