Ok gag me with a spoon

I really don't think I should write this blog. But I'm going to anyway! If I get yelled at well, maybe i deserve it. Well Iwas just meandering around on the blogs seeing what everyone was up to, and well I stumbled onto Kyla's blog. Which was really interesting. I do realize her and Bryan are still dating. Which is fabulous. I than accidently stumbled onto Bryan's blog. And this could be my single state speaking and the fact that it's one of my bestest friends (who I miss very much) and a guy I dated. But ew. I love you both but seperately. Maybe I just don't understand this relationship you have found. Making it through the odds of a long distance relationship. It's quite something.

I do have one questions though, How do you know you're in love? What defines this as love over strong feelings of like or even lust. What makes this relationship different?

In the future I must remind myself to skip over Bryan's blog. And when I'm reading Kyla's to skip over any reference to Bryan except maybe in a platonic way. lol. Yup that way I won't be grossed out. Now don't either of you get mad about this. My blog is for my thoughts, and I just thought you should know that I'm slightly sickened. But as I said before, this could be my very single state speaking. Man, Edmund and Kelley sicken me sometimes, but at other times I think it's cute. I don't know if I can get to the point where Kyla and Bryan are cute. It still just doesn't click in my mind. But I still wish you two the best of luck, and I wish anyone else who reads this and is in a relationship, Good Luck. As well to those who are in the same boat as me, God has someone for us, and we just have to be patient until He decides you are ready for this relationship.