Babysitting

I think babysitting is what God created to remind you that you don't want any children. Usually babysitting intails just sitting around reading a book and making sure the kids don't kill themselves, those are the easy jobs, but every now and than I get the true babysitting jobs where the kids actually act like they would if their parents were there. As you could probably guess Connor tested my limits tonight. Let's just say macaroni on the floor was a fine moment this evening. Oh and the water that Rebecca split all over me was fun too. I truly love those children, and I realized tonight what it would be like with my own children, you love them, but you can't help getting mad every now and than. We survived the night, I was actually able to take a nap, I crawled into bed with Connor (he won't go to bed without someone there)so that was nice, meant I could get a little shut eye as well. I now need to go to sleep, I'm a little tired and I work in the morning. Jobs, why do we have jobs...oh yeah, that whole making money thing. lol

Good Night

Jocelyn