Stupidity at it's finest

yeah, well my shoulder hurts, have no idea what I did. I know there is a really nice bruise on it from when I smashed it against the car door. But that couldn't have done that much damage that when I lift my arm over my head a shot of pain goes through my neck and whole arm. I wonder if I slept on it wrong, would that cause the pain. So somehow I know this was my fault. Somehow...

It seems I've spent most of my nights this week staying up late and making sure I don't get enough sleep, but I truly don't mind, because once september comes. I'm going to be stuck in the house, the library and every other close quarters I can find to study in. So I say let me enjoy this time that I'm having this summer with no inhibitions, or limitations put on me, other than work. Let me do what I want to do. Take chances I haven't taken before, put my heart on the line and see if I win. And if I don't win, I still want to be happy that I didn't hold back. Risk it all, don't hold back, you never know what might happen. Sometimes life is so short why not enjoy the moments God has given us, and use every minute. I been given a gift and it's time, I might as well use it to the best of my abilities, so no holding back, no giving in, no moments of regret. Just livin' like there's no tommorow.

He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
He said

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

He said I was finally the husband, that most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend, a friend would like to have
And all of a sudden goin' fishin, wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book, and I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again
And then

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Shu
And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

Like tomorrow was the end
And ya got eternity to think about what to do with it
What should you do with it
What can I do with it
What would I do with it
Skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man ChuAnd man
I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'