Firsts and Lasts!!

I saw this and liked it!!

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:
Sara Drost (when I lived in Fredericton)

FIRST SCHOOL:
Barkers Point Elementry School

FIRST CELL PHONE:
Aliant Motorola, given to me for christmas, I didn't care what it looked like

FIRST FUNERAL:
Uncle Dick (who wasn't really my uncle, he was my mothers best friends uncle)

FIRST PET:
Mijo, My chocolate brown poodle...but I did have a pet rock, he was green with red eyes. He was named rocky, he stayed on my floor holding y door most of the time.

FIRST BIG TRIP:
Czech Republic flew out of Toronto to get there.

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:
I had a big thing for Nick Carter from the Backstreet boys. I can remember arguing with my friend Josie about which Backstreet boy was cuter.

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?:

FIRST JOB:Babysitter...but first real job working at the Aquatic Center as a swimming instructor.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: My Memere

LAST CAR RIDE: Today, going down to get pizza, but then again, I was driving so should that count. So last time I went for a ride...hmmm...oh probably went somewhere with Andrew

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: Today...during a movie, it was really sad, her husband died. What was I supposed to do, be heartless.

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED:How the Grinch Stole Christmad

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Pizza

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: I bought several items today...Let's go with my Curling Iron

LAST SHIRT WORN: My yellow boat neck shirt.

LAST PHONE CALL: Andrew

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Adrienne

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: A rubix cube

FUNERAL: Tim Furrow

LAST TIME AT THE MALL:Yesterday Afternoon, With Lindsay shopping for christmas gifts, it was an awesome time!!

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED OVER SOMETHING: Getting my new cell Phone, and getting to pick it out!!

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: My brother...as he was begging for the computer

LAST THING YOU DRANK: A glass of water.

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: Andrew technically, but it was only a little tear...and he was able to fix it!

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Thanksgiving Weekend, seeing everyone, including Family and Friends

Life is so Fragile

You don't realize how much of a miracle birth is until you realize that 60% of pregnancies end in miscarriage.

Takes life into a new perspective doesn't it. The fact that a woman can get pregnant is amazing sometimes, especially if there are fertility problems, or if the woman is older. But then for that woman to realize she is pregnant and then have her world dropped out from underneath her...it's hard. I've never experienced it, and I really never want to. I've heard of so many women that this has happened to. I even have twin sisters and another brother in heaven that I never met.

I just know what a precious gift God has given me by being alive. I've made it this far, I hope I don't take it for granted and waste this gift of life.

my sickness

Well, since I've started blogging and psoting again, I figured you should hear about my lovely week!! don't worry It's very entertaining!! let's start with this last friday, Andrew asn I watched Jurassic Park 3, and I have to say, not my favorite. I think I like Jurassic Park 2 "The Lost World" more then the other two. But overall not a bad movie...raptors...a little scary, but not as scary as creepy girl crawling out of a well (for those of you who don't know, that is a reference to the ring, the one movie that I probably could STILL have nightmares about if I let it). Anyway...I worked saturday morning, only to find out that the nursing home has been contaminated, with what you might be asking...with NORWALK!! Well, It's not on the floor, I'm working on, so I should be fine. So what do I do that night, but work a night shift!! And of course, on one of my rounds, what do I do...clean up vomit.

This is fine...everything is fine...I sleep sunday, get together with people in my group to work on my project, present my project on monday. Realize that I have an assignment due monday that I have forgotten at home...ON MY BED!!! And it is due at 5 o'clock!! Guess waht time I realize this...at 4:30 pm!! So I come home (at peak traffic times) and drive back to pass in this assignment. I finally come home and crash on the couch, and not 2 seconds after do I hear my mother asking me to take Mike down to the dollarstore...I was going to say no, cause well I was just so exhausted, but she bribed me with Ice cream...I couldn't refuse!! By this time though, I'm not feeling really good, something just feels off. But I think nothing of it...hahaha, oh it makes me laugh.

It's maybe 7pm monday night, I crawl into bed fully clothed really not feeling well now. By this time I haven't eaten since 10 am that morning, and all of a sudden, I see again what I ate at 10am that morning. The bathroom became my best friend that night. I never realized how pretty a toilet bowl looks, how nice and white and shiny it is. Well I concluded that I had Norwalk. And since I had Norwalk, I am not allowed working at the hospital till I'm 48 hours symptom free. And well 48 hours will be on Thursday night!! Let me just say though...this was the most sick I have been in 4 years. Anybody remember Czech repuclic...mmm...I sure do!!!

Czech Republic...came home...couldn't eat or keep anything down for a week. Woke up in the middle of the night in a sweat crying for my mom cause I started dry heaving, I was completely dehydrated. So MOM (I love this woman, but at this moment I didn't) made me drink water. And of course I would throw that up...so she would make me drink MORE!!! I hated my mother that night!! But I survived...just like i survived this 48 hours norwalk virus, it comes and goes, but when it comes, it throws you a doosey!! Hope none of you get the aweful experience of it...and if you have all ready experienced norwalk...I truly feel for you.

Just a few things!

So I was just bored, not really doing anything...I was sick this week remember. therefor I am on isolation for 48 hours, or in other words I'm not allowed to work at the hospital till I'm 48 hours symptom free. And Well I decided to put together this blog!!

so here are a few quotes...just for fun!!

Nobody will ever win the Battle of the Sexes. There's just too much fraternizing with the enemy. ~Henry Kissinger


It's only when you look at an ant through a magnifying glass on a sunny day that you realise how often they burst into flames.


Man endures pain as an undeserved punishment; woman accepts it as a natural heritage. ~Author Unknown


Being a woman is a terribly difficult task, since it consists principally in dealing with men. ~Joseph Conrad


Men think monogamy is something you make dining tables out of.


"It's so long since I've had sex I've forgotten who ties up who."
Joan Rivers.


"Have you ever noticed? Anybody going slower than you is an idiot, and anyone going faster than you is a maniac."
George Carlin.


Being a woman is a terribly difficult task, since it consists principally in dealing with men. ~Joseph Conrad



The less people know about how sausages and laws are made, the better they'll sleep at night.



A woman reading Playboy feels a little like a Jew reading a Nazi manual. ~Gloria Steinem


You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither!
-- Drew Carey


The only jobs for which no man is qualified are human incubators and wet nurse. Likewise, the only job for which no woman is or can be qualified is sperm donor. ~Wilma Scott Heide


I frankly felt like the reception we received on the way in from the airport was very warm and hospitable. And I want to thank the Canadian people who came out to wave -- with all five fingers -- for their hospitality.
-- George W. Bush


Scratch most feminists and underneath there is a woman who longs to be a sex object. The difference is that is not all she wants to be. ~Betty Rollin



You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'.
-- Chris Rock


Nobody objects to a woman being a good writer or sculptor or geneticist if at the same time she manages to be a good wife, a good mother, good-looking, good-tempered, well-dressed, well-groomed, and unaggressive. ~Marya Mannes


I am free of all prejudices. I hate everyone equally.
-- W.C. Fields


The reason there are so few female politicians is that it is too much trouble to put makeup on two faces. ~Maureen Murphy


Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.


Well that's it...can you tell what kind of a mood I was in...lol...Good Night!!!

so much has happened...

Actually not that much has happened, I'm just doing school seeing people here and there. It all depends on my lovely schedule. I had a very busy, and enjoyable weekend. My parents were out of town, and oddly enough I didn't take advantage of that. You know, when you lounge around your house and do nothing. I was barely in my house the entire weekend. Watched a few movies and plays over the weekend. The were all enjoyable, except for The Break-up...That was the stupidest movie I have seen in a while!!! Usually I can find a good point in a movie, but that movie just left me feeling miserable. But ther then that it was a fun weekend. It's nice when nothing pressing is due, I now have one more big presentation/project, and after that, just exams!! 22 day people, only 22 days!!! I'm so very excited! You know, christmas is just right around the corner!! I've all ready started my christmas shopping!! yay!!

Anyways, I have some pictures left over from my weekend adventure in PEI!! I just look oh so cute...lol.

Air...I need Air!!

So I've decided to come up for AIR!! I can breathe again, I am no longer buried deep in school work so high over my head that it was cutting off oxygen. I can now see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have also started my countdown till i finish my exams. Which right now is 27 days!!! Very EXCITING!! I now have two jobs, here let me put this in another way for you...I now have 2 JOBS!!! 1 plus 1 makes 2. anyway, I know I'm crazy, and when I'm slowly going into crazy land, you guys can either join me, or pull me out for a short vacation. I know this christmas will be good. It will be a special christmas I think!

ok, well that's life in a nutshell!! Hope I was able to inform you as to whats going on in my life...even though I barely know myself. Just trying to get by...27, just 27 more days...

Happy Birthday

No it's no one's birthday except for this Blog, It's my blogs birthday today! It's two years old. And if you don't believe me check out my first post. It's called Normal Monday

WE should take a trip down memory lane, See if I can find some of my most memorable posts. I'm sure there are some, I do have 2 years worth!!

There have been several posts, some funny, some serious, some that just didn't make sense at all. But through it all I have been faithful, well somewhat faithful. There are a few months where there is just one post. Like the month of October 2005.

I've posted some interesting things like my car accident, my flu shot--twice, and of course there's always my crazy ramblings.

I've also talked about some very serious things, this would include my love life, which didn't exist at one point during this blog. But I wrote a few things about it. Like Secrets, and more recently Restlessness.

I've also posted loads of pictures, of many people too. Like Linny, Kelley, Kyla, Heather, and well others.

there's been post when you guys have been really great friends when I was depressed!!

I've also wrtten many lists:

100 things

Questions

Things I want

What makes me...me


Well that's the recap of some of my most memorable blogs, I'm sure there are a lot more, and there is an archive if you want to look at them all. Good luck, and happy searching.

Love You ALL

Jocelyn

So Much in a Song

well I'm going to take a lesson from Lindsay and Kyla and putting a song in a blog. Actually how it started was I was talking with Lindsay about how she has such insight to a song, usually when I hear a song, I just think: "oh, I like this" But driving home from school today that's not what happened. I actually felt something from this song, I understood what she was singing about and all I wanted to do was sing just along with her.

I've been tellin' my dreams to the scarecrow

'Bout the places that I'd like to see

I said, friend do you think I'll ever get there

Ah, but he just stands there smilin' back at me

So I confessed my sins to the preacher

About the love I've been prayin' to find

Is there a brown eye'd boy in my future, yeah

He says. girl you've got nothin' but time

But how do you wait for heaven

And who has that much time

And how do you keep your feet on the ground

When you know, that you were born, you were born to fly

My daddy, he's grounded like the oak tree

My momma, she is steady as the sun

Oh you know I love my folks

But I keep starin' down the road

Just lookin' for my one chance to run

Yeah, 'cause I will soar away like the blackbird

I will blow in the wind like a sea

I will plant my heart in the garden of my dreams

And I will grow up where I'll wander wild and free

Oh, how do you wait for heaven

And who has that much time

And how do you keep your feet on the ground

When you know, that you were born

You were born yeahYou were born to fly

So how do you wait for heaven

And who has that much time

And how do you keep your feet on the ground

When you know that you were born

You were born to fly fly fly fly

Yeah, now why it really hit me. Lately I've been finding that I'm yearning to grow up, to pursue my dreams. I might be cause I'm in Pediatrics right now, and I absolutely love it. It makes me realize the purpose in my life, why I chose nursing. so it reiterates my dreams being just aroinf the corner.

And you know the verse about the parents, well that's me, I love my parents, I love them both ever so much. BUT...I want to be on my own, I want to be making my own descisions, deciding when things need to be done, deciding my own descisions without consulting with anyone. I know I have my car, and I have a whole lot of freedom, considering I can come it at 3 am and have my parents not say anything is impressive. IT's just not the same though as living on your own, living your dream. I find I'm just like this girl...my head is in the clouds cause I was born to FLY!!

Josh Groban Kick

so I'm going through a Josh Groban phase right now. I had his CD blaring in my car all day yesterday. And I'm addicted to the song "When you say you love me" I never realized how poetic that song is, and then sung by Josh Groban just makes it all the better. Some other Josh Groban Favorites include "My Confession", "The Prayer" (even though Celine Dion and Andre Boccelli do a better job at it) "When it rained" and of course "you raise me up" "Oceano" is very good as well. Ok, my whole Closer CD is just wonderful. But here are the lyrics that i find so poetic.

"When You Say You Love Me"

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

[bridge:]
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

My BBQ

Well yesterday I had my first Nursing Society event. I had a BBQ, and people actually showed up. I was impressed, and happy. I knew for sure a few would come, but some nursing students from other years came as well. It wasn't just my class. At first it was. But then more started coming, and then more, I 'm not sure how many actually came, but I only have 12 burgers left out of 72, and only a package and a half of hot dogs. I'm glad so many came. We were set up right outside Irving Hall by their parking lot. Two BBQ's going, one table with veggie trays, and some chips and pop. People just helped themselves, but atleast it was an event. Atleast we did something and it was a success. I know there will be more events to come. But what they will be who knows!!

Thanksgiving Weekend

Well, I had quite the busy go here, go there weekend. And I spent most of it with Andrew. That's not a bad thing either since I probably won't see him till his birthday. It was a jammed packed weekend.

First off I went Friday night, Andrew and I finished watching "The Mummy Returns" and I realized I didn't own "The Mummy". I had thought I owned both movies but I was wrong. We then went to a concert Starfield, they were awesome as usual, I have seen they 4 times. This time I actually bought their CD! Which I LOVE! Then I went home, later than I probably should of, but oh well.

I then worked the nest morning, from 7am till 3, yes it's loads of fun. I then went to Thanksgiving diner at Grammies (whichis really my great aunt, but I call her grammie. Saw the family. I saw Haily and Chloe, I haven't seen them in a while. They came right up to me and gave me a huge hug. I'm the oldest grand child, which makes me very cool in their eyes. Andrew came with me. I have no idea if he was scared out of his mind or not, but we got food, and pie for desert, that's not a bad deal.

That night we joined up with Nick, Andy, Bryan and Lindsay and went in town to sebastians and the Alehouse. Where we had some fun, we walked through town, there's a picture of me on a street corner with Andrew, it looks like he's soliciting my services, but sadly I don't offer any services and he was out of luck. Went home at a not to late time (3:30 isn't bad??)

The next day was sunday, that was a full day. Church, then diner at Andrew's grandparents house. I raked leaves, I'm so very proud of myself. I also learned so many little stories about Andrew. Being the oldest Grandchild is fun isn't it?? His family was great. After diner we went back to his house, watched a Jackson special (previously taped), and some other music videos, and finished watching Tango and Cash.

As you can imagine I slept in Monday morning cause I was exhausted. I then got another Turkey diner from my mom. She wanted to make it. and I ate it, I wasn't going to pass that up. So all around a good weeend wouldn't you agree. I didn't get any work done, but I did enjoy myself.

Pictures...Bonfire

This is the night we went to Andrew's Grandparents house and had bonfire down by the water. This was later that night when his family had left.





Nick playing chubby bunny, I think he was able to get 12 in there!!


I found pictures...I haven't posted these ones here...If i posted them on the 10 forever blog, I'm sorry you'll just have to look at them twice.

U can't be serious

Ever gone into a class thinking, this should be a good day, I've done ALL my readings for this class, I feel as if I have a grasp on the topic, This should be a good class. Well I did today, but I certainly didn't come out of there thinking that. So I went out of that class thinking percisely this " U can't be Serious?". The class was exhilerating as always, one of the most dryest subjects, Research. And we are talking about hypotheses, research problems, critical thinking, directional, and undirectional, the prof is stopping to ask each person their opinion, and get them to answer a question, nobody is getting the right answer, and the answers we are giving are not what she wants. I'm getting confused as the minutes go on, because a comment a student will say makes the prof go on a tangent, therefore discussing things that I don't quite get. Then she wanted to knkow about the literature review, and theoretical framework (topics of the chapters I read), and I was thinking she was going to explain how to do a literature review, or atleast give us some pointers, NOPE! I hear at 3:30 (we are all ready 10 minutes over the time to be out of class)and she wants us to have a literature review prepared, with notes in front of us about an article in our textbook, so we can discuss it next class. All I could think was "But I don't know how to do a literature review?" So I will be BSing my way through a literature review for next wed. Sounds like fun eh?

oh it gets better, there comes another "U can't be Serious?" moment, 2 in fact. I go up to the peds floor to get my patient information, and there is a little latter there for me. In the letter it explains about clinics (which I did last week) and our assignments for it. This means I have to have a POSTER ready for friday about one of the stations I visited on last Thursday. I then go to get my patient research done. And as I'm reading about my patients I start realizing, I have 2 very complicated patients. I got to the floor this afternoon at about 3:40, and I didn't leave there till 5:10, I was the last from my classmates to leave. Now I have to do research and put together concept maps for 2 complicated patients, it's going to be such a great day tommorow.

Hopefully there will be no more "U can't be serious?" moments.

Anybody else have a "U can't be serious?" moment today???

So much to tell you

Actually I probably do not have anything to tell you that most of you don't all ready know. My BBQ I had to cancel on Sunday, sadly, since it was POURING RAIN!! Therefore I have loads of food in my freezer, which means I will have to reschedule, for when do I have the next BBQ, I"m not sure. But I have decided to have it inside. Yes I know what you are thinking, a BBQ inside, that doesn't sound very smart, but all the cooking and stuff will be done outside, but we will eat inside. I'll work out the details this week. Hopefully, everything works out fine, again.

I didn't work at all this weekend, which I will officially blame on Andrew. Kidding, it's not his fault at all, it's my own for being involved into to many things. And for trying to keep up with everything. Andrew made the comment the other day, when I said I was going to join another thing. It's not like, I'm not busy enough. It's not like I have homework to do, or that I have a room to clean, or work so I can make money, or a nursing society to run, or a youth commitee to be on, or church to go to, or money to raise to go to PEI, and then Toronto, or find the time to spend with Andrew, or to see my family and friends, or even have some alone time where I'm not doing anything. Oh, precious, precious alone time.

oh, and my money management skills are going down the drain, well not completely I'm just mad cause I missed my VISA payment (bought books) cause I swear I never got the letter to say when it was due, and therefore missed it, which meant they uped my minimum payment, and I had to pay interest. I'm so not happy. But I have been trying to save my money...HA! I bought, a pair of jeans today and a belt, and I spent money this weekend, more money then I should have. And I bought a frame, I needed the frame, but it's more oney I'm spending. AH!! Ok, I'm back into control, that's all I need, is some control.

Ok, Hope everyone is enjoying catching up with my life, I'm thinking I should go scrapbook, i haven't done that in a while. I'm still in the middle of doing a page about Dramafest, where letters have been burned, which, I haven't checked out since Lindsay tried to act all innocent and pretend she didn't know something, and wouldn't look me straight in the eye, therefore she decided to burn my letters even more to ignore me. Don't worry, I eventually got it out of her.

Good Night, I'm going to read some more...it's all we ever do when we are in school...READ!!

ER has returned...

Well, I watched the season premiere of ER tonight, and I loved it. Absolutely loved it. Things were resolved, but some other things happened that I did not expect. I was laughing, I was at the edge of my seat, and I cried, I cried more then once. My life now feels more at peace for having this show come back...lol. If you haven't guessed all ready, I love this show. I have Season 1 and 2 on DVD so far. I am slowly working my way up to get them all. I may have them all back next century considering it goes on forever!!

So, lots has been happening in my life...not really. My life is boring, or should I say my life is busy. Each night I'm doing something, and if I'm not doing something, I am studying or reading, or chatting online. I really need to get my priorities straight. School, school comes first...Ha!!


Well this is what I shall call my nonsense blog, because you are probably reading this and thinking..."is she on drugs? Why are all her thoughts scattered?" I am a little scatterbrained, cause well I'm tired, and I still have so much to do!! AH!!!

If I could scream I so would, I wonder if I could put an audio on her of me screaming, it would be such a pleasure, and whenever any of you feel stressed you would just have to press a link, and then you would realize someone is more stressed then you.

This Sunday is the Nursing Society BBQ, I am very nervous for this great and exciting event. It's my first event, and you know what...maybe no one will show up. Maybe I'll be the only one there, and what will I do then. My first event would officially suck if I was the only one there. And every time I ask people if they are coming Sunday, they look at me as if I have 3 heads...and say, what's happening sunday. They say this after I have told them 4 times about the BBQ. It's a little frustrating...

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!! ok, I just need to keep telling myself that...

good night everyone, I hope you all have a great weekend!!!

Somethings Wrong

Ever have this feeling that something is wrong, somethings not quite right. That's how I feel, I feel like somethings been bothering me. Lindsay noticed today, she says I've been cranky these past few days, I haven't been excited about anything, nothing is interesting me. And the truth is, I think she's right. I want to cry at the stupidest most random times, and sometimes for no reason at all. I know somethings bothering me, maybe it's that I've been so busy with Nursing Society stuff and going from one thing to the next. I've been late for classes two days in a row, and both were not my fault. Since Saturday I've been go-go, and it's been things I've wanted to do, and things I've enjoyed, plus all the work I have to do, and all the work I've volunteered for. It's insane, and it seems like I can't do anything right this week. Nothing!! And yet I have so much to do. I lost my patience twice today. It's rare for me to loose my patience even once during a week. That's a big indicator that somethings wrong. Maybe I'm depressed...Lin says I have no enthusiasm. Maybe I am...

First Day

Well tommorow is my first day of school/classes, which technically for me isn't really a class, it is a full day long orientation to the course, plus introductions to the instructors, a test to assess my med math skills, and an evaluation on my skills so far. Sounds terribly exciting doesn't it?? As you can probably well imagine, I'm terrified, yet excited, yet unsure, it's a really great feeling. I'm so scared cause this is 3rd year, this is supposed to be the year that really shows you how to be a nurse. People's lives are going to be placed in my hands, and well that's terrifying. What if I mess up, I'm not perfect. I thought I could handle everything that I have on my plate, what with Nursing Society, Youth Commitee, helping at home, Work, and then school (plus clinical). It's a lot to handle and I'm thinking I'm just realizing all this. I know I would say stuff and joke before, that I will be very busy, but reality is starting to sink in.

I had to review my med math stuff, and some of it came back really easily, but other stuff, well let's just say I'm still confused about it. I thought I knew it, but I guess I didn't as much as I thought. I'm trying to get excited, and trying to think of all the "challenging things I will get to experience" but I'm really scared. I"m scared of becoming an introvert and not having a social life, or even being mean to the ones that need my attention because how do you maintain a relationship (any relationship even with a best friend) unless you make an effort to be interested in each others lives. What if I don't do my part and make that effort, I'd be the one losing out, and I really don't want that to happen. It happened first year, and it killed me a little...I can't let it happen again. :D I love you guys. I'm really scared as I can imagine you all are too. I'll keep you all in my prayers.

Love
Jocelyn

I want to Scream!!

So today is of course the orientation day, where I do my presentation, which technically I don't really have anything prepared. I'm just going to speak, and if anyone has any questions, well I'm winging it. I'm not sure what kind of info they want, and even then I don't have much info because well I haven't had a meeting with anyone of my executives yet. that is for today. Let's just say I have a mind splitting headache and the concept of eating this morning is making me nauseous. Therefore I don't want to eat, and I want to go back to bed. Wouldn't that be nice?? I think it's a brillant idea. That way I won't have to do a thing today. Plus I still haven't heard from the CPR recert course yet I left a message with them on Thursday. I'll have to call them again today. Man my head really hurts, I hope the advil kicks in soon. Anyway, I have to go finish getting ready so I can therefore torture myself. Have a nice day, I know I will.

A little TRUTH for Ya

Things Happen

Guess what...I may get to bed before midnight tonight, I say may, I never know what will actually happen. I could get distracted, for instance the Sears catalogue is looking very good right now, I love to look through it and create my own wish list. Yay, how much fun is that.

Anyway tonight I went and played ROOK, one of my favorite games, I'm such a games person. My whole family is actually, it seems like the thing to do on a sunday night when the family is stuck in, or even when you have people over...you play a game. It's sometimes much more entertaining then watching a movie. But then a movie is good to watch when your cold, and tired, and just want to snuggle with a blanket.

It seems that my thoughts are all over the page, I apologize to anyone who actually decide to read this. I'm not even sure what I'm blogging about. ooo, I know I'll show you all some pictures, or atleast tell an interesting story from last night. We all went out, I walked in the dark, through mud and water. And I did NOT fall!! That's quite the feat considering it's me. Nick and Andrew both took care of me, It was either one or the other watching me, making sure I didn't fall. Then once we reached some sort of body of water, they decided to throw rocks, yeah they are 3 and have to throw rocks. It was rather amusing to watch, but it was fun. Of course I do have a picture of it. We then went and got food from Tim Horton's, which I thought I wanted something HOT, but then got something COLD, and froze my little ass off. (oops did I say that). Yes, and then I got to see my dream baby, and if you're wondering I'm refering to a car.

Now I know, I know nothing about cars, when I hear mustang, convertible, ferrai, and the bunch, nothing comes to my mind. But when I hear the word Corvette, I know what you are talking about. I have always loved corvettes, and no I'm not making this up. I wish I could show you the picture of my uncles corvette...oh it is a beauty. He used to take me driving in it, I loved it!! You have no idea the emotional turmoil going through me last night when I saw that red corvette, oh my heart just soared. I wanted to run my hand over it's body, but then I was very afraid I would scratch it. I was mesmerised.

So if I ever get a dream car, you now all know what that would be. What year or make, *shrug* I have no idea, but I don't think I would ever get my dream baby, so why start hoping now. Plus if I ever had the money for one, there are a few things on my list before my dream car...like for instance: My dream house, or My dream vacation.

IT'S ALIVE!!!

I tell you this, no word of a lie, my camera is ALIVE!! I am so excited, you have no idea how relieved I am. When I put that battery in today, and heard the little sounds and saw that lovely fuji fine pix symbol I could have cried. This means that I will not have to replace my camera, my phone as well has been revived, how I'm not to sure, cause I thought for sure it was fried, it was even making funny sounds. But it has survived. Anyway, Camera is alive and working just as well as it did before!! Here I'll even take a picture for all of you to see!!~

My Rook Fix

I finally got my Rook fix in last night. Lindsay, Kelley, Ryan and I played Rook. My favorite game, it's lots of fun. some people may not agree, but it is. You have to play if you've never played before. The game has become like an addiction, well maybe not I have gone most of the summer with out playing 8 weeks to be exact. Lindsay and I were winning last night, we played well, or the other team just played really badly :) Anyway it was nice just to get out relax, play cards and talk. That's the best thing about playing cards, is the conversations that arise while playing. YOu tend to learn something about a person when they paly cards, even if it's just their ability to bluff. Or how competitive a person can be, or how calm someone else is. You just learn interesting things while playing cards. I love it!!

Anyway, as you can probably tell, I've been able to update my blog straight for 4 days. I haven't had to work in 4 days, and it's getting rather annoying, especially since I want to work, I want money, plus it keeps me preoccupied. Means I do't have to think about school or the 101 things I probably have to do before it starts. Yay!! It'll be fine, I just got to keep reminding myself that, or else I may get a little overwhelmed. I could have a mental breakdown, even before school starts. WAY TO GO!!! I want to be excited, and I'm trying to convince myself to be excited, but it's just not working. I'm sorry I'm not excited, I'm a nervous wreck!! I think I might have taken on one to many responsibilities this year. Well it's me, of course I took on 1 to many responsibilities. Ok, I'm done now, you now know the truth, I'm nervous about school, not excited, NERVOUS!!

I'm Awake!!!!

I'm awake, I don't want to be awake, but I am. I'm wide awake. It is 7:45 am, and I'm awake. I don't have anywhere to go, or anything to do, yet I'm up and awake. What is WRONG with me?? See Mom came in to tell me I left my windows down in my car...ALL NIGHT. *I can be really stupid sometimes* Than when everything was fine, I crawled back into bed and was lying there thinking about Nursing Society, I do not want to be thinking about Nursing Society...I want to be asleep. Finally I just gave up, got up, grabbed cold pizza and started typing this blog. You'll probably agree that this blog has become a great work of literary art...

NOW...onto the subject of my closet. As some of you may know I had to clean my closet out yesterday, and if you know me at all, you know that I hate doing stuff like that, and it takes quite a while for me to accomplish a task like that. Well I did it, I finished at about 11:30 last night, but it's done. I swear there were probably things growing in my closet. Wanna know all the stuff I found in my closet.

LOTS of SHOES!! I forgot how many pairs of shoes I have, I knew I loved shoes, but this was taking it to the next level.

TWO bags of BEARS!! about a year ago I had to take all my teddy bears and pack them away because of my allergies...that was a sad, sad day in the LeBlanc household.

CLOTHES!!! who would have guessed that I would find clothes in a closet. I found lots actually, stuff I had thought I had lost. Like my pink Nursing sweater, or my little slinky black dress, and than there's always my old painting clothes found those way at the back.

SHOEBOXES!! There were atleast 4 shoeboxes in my closet, I don't know why I wanted to save shoeboxes, but I had them.

BOARDGAMES!!! I found board games, ever play the game Payday or clue, well I have them!

a BOX of PAPERS!!! I don't really know what is in this box, I didn't really go through it, I just kind of put it back into the closet...

SKATES!! My ice skates, that I haven't worn in 2 years I found them, they are a little rusted though, oh well it's not like I'm using them.

HALLOWEEN COSTUMES!!! Many, many halloween costumes of many, many halloweens past. Luckily all I had to do with them was hang em' in the front closet.

and than JUNK!!! There was a load of junk in my closet, garbage, stuff that didn't even make sense as to why it was in my closet...like ribbon, or old bags, card envelopes, an old granola bar, and than just more junk. That stuff all went into the garbage bag.

Well by the end of cleaning I had 3 bags:

1. Contained CLOTHES

2. Contained SHOES

3. Contained actual GARBAGE

So now that my closet is clean, my mother tells me why don't I clean out my dresser now...Ha...Ha, uh, oh, not fair!!

It wasn't a joke...

Country Rock the Hill...we ROCKED it!!

I Survived the Hill (Part 2)

This is the completion to Lindsay's post, therefore if you want to know what is going on read hers first than come read mine. :) As you all know we left early Saturday morning, later than I had planned but that's my fault, I had to go get gas. It would have been very hard to get to moncton on EMPTY.

Than we went and got Heather, which I had to call her twice to figure out how to get to her house, even though she had explained it to me the night before. You'll see a trend with my driving and directions in this blog. Funny though, I was still the one driving on the highway to moncton. lol!!

We cranked up the music and headed off, stopped to go pee, I can't help it if I have to go and no one else does we have to stop...Scott said it perfectly, the driver has to be comfortable. We than arrive at my aunt's place unpack a little claim our respective places of sleep. And than head out.

Traffic of course was insane it took us 45 minutes to go from the highway to get to parking, and it's really not that long of a distance. We park, it's a good spot too, we get everyhing ready and start walking up the hill. Than all of a sudden everyone gets their tickets out, and my face goes white. I didn't remember putting my ticket into my other bag. I than tell everyone else that I don't have my ticket, we then spend five minutes trying to explain to me how to get back to my aunts place and than back again, yeah couldn't understand. So Scott drives and takes me back to my aunt's place, while Heather, and Linday scope out a place to sit. They did very well.

Luckily Scott and I arrive back in almost the exact same parking spot that we had left an hour earlier. We were very surprised!! And than when Lin and Heather told us where they were sitting, we were estatic, right down front, best place to be!!

Well we were enjoying ourselves exploring around, ran into Ryan Hughes, and then Robin Titus at 2 seperate times. With that many people I'm surprised we found each other.

Which reminds me, my personal bubble has grew tenfold since Saturday, I never realized how much I enjoy space until my space was taken away. But some of the people we shared space with were really nice, others not so nice. There were two nice guys directly in front of us. I sneezed on one of them, accidentily of course, and he turned around with a look of disgust on his face and I felt so bad. So I started apologizing, and than suddenly he smiles and we laugh a little, I brush his arm and we joke for the rest of the time. Plus later these two guys came to our rescue when one very drunk guy was getting mad at Lin and I for not moving. We seriously couldn't move. So the guys firmly told him to...well...F...off. I was ok with that. We than lost the guys and it was Lindsay and I to fend for ourselves, lucky for us, a fight broke out directly behind Lindsay during one of Alan Jackson's songs. I grabbed onto her for dear life, she was not going to be pulled into that brawl as long as I was standing. Than we enjoyed the rest of the night in peace.

Atleast until the RAIN came down. But that was it's own kinda peace. During "play something country" We're singing at the top of our lungs and dancing, with the rain just pouring down. Than when Brooks and Dunn came out and sang "BELIEVE" I could have cried, it was just so beautiful.

The most fun part though came after the concert, going through, the mud, and water. I swear we walked through a river that had formed on the side of the road. oh and if you looked back at the field it was just littered with STUFF, lots and lots of stuff. Shoes, chairs, garbage, bottles, clothes, anything you can possibly imagine was on that ground.

But it was all around awesome. I little painful, but I'll heal. And it was just aweome to get away for a day. (I was late for work the next day, but nobody noticed, I stayed later too, to make up for it. Yes, I know, I'm honest)

Well hopefully I won't do a concert like this for a while, especially the rain and lightening part. After all, becaue of all that water, my cell phone is nicely fried and my camera, well I'm still praying. Hope you guys enjoyed the retelling of my weekend. There will most definately be photos, and video footage posted soon.

Good Night,

Jocelyn

Babysitting

I think babysitting is what God created to remind you that you don't want any children. Usually babysitting intails just sitting around reading a book and making sure the kids don't kill themselves, those are the easy jobs, but every now and than I get the true babysitting jobs where the kids actually act like they would if their parents were there. As you could probably guess Connor tested my limits tonight. Let's just say macaroni on the floor was a fine moment this evening. Oh and the water that Rebecca split all over me was fun too. I truly love those children, and I realized tonight what it would be like with my own children, you love them, but you can't help getting mad every now and than. We survived the night, I was actually able to take a nap, I crawled into bed with Connor (he won't go to bed without someone there)so that was nice, meant I could get a little shut eye as well. I now need to go to sleep, I'm a little tired and I work in the morning. Jobs, why do we have jobs...oh yeah, that whole making money thing. lol

Good Night

Jocelyn

Very Interesting...

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Lindsay is your soulmate.

You truly love Andrew.

You consider Kyle your true friend.

You know that Andy is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Ricky for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Nick is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Kelley is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Kyla is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Kyla changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Ryan is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Ryan has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

ooo, very cool

You Are Rogue

You're reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal. You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can't control. Powers: absorbing other people's memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch

Which of the X-Men Are You?

August is Half way through

Well august is not completely half way through, but enough of it has passed that I know there's so much left this month that I have to do. But I have barely started any of it. For instance I still have things for Nursing to get down. Brush up on different methods of how to do skills, like how to insert a catheter. I can't exactly practice that one on anyone. After all, regular people don't need a catheter put in. Plus I wanted to do up some more drug cards this summer, or atleast read a few chapters in my pharmacology book. Than I need to plan events for the year for nursing society, that should go well. I'm looking forward to it.

Anyway, I haven't done much this week, hung out with friends, read an email or two, and lounged around the house. You'd think since I have all this extra since I'm not working that often that I should be using my time...yeah right, are you insane, me using time to do something I don't know maybe educational. Ok, I'm very tired, it might have something to do with staying up late every night this week. I have not gone to be before 2 am since sat. and this is Thursday night. I most definately need a good nights sleep.

Good Night

Jocelyn

Night Shifts

I have a night shift tonight and tommorow night, I actually haven't done a night shift since my orientation which was back in June. So I guess I'm a little worried. The way night shifts work there's only one nurse or LPN on the floor and one RA (I'm the one RA) It gets really frustrating, so I just hope the nurse is understanding. But it should fine, I'm just getting worked up about nothing. Nothing at all. Plus, tommorow night will be my first 12 hour shift in over a year, 12 hours, is not a short shift. Especially if your trying to take care of 24 people yourself. Woohoo!! Sounds like so much fun doesn't it?? I'm on the floor where people are lucid and know what's going on, so through the night, you get "Can I have a glass of water?" "I need to go to the bathroom" "Can I get the bed pan" " I'm not sleepy, why do I have to go to bed now". Yeah it's a lot of fun. But it's just a summer job, it's money, it's a way to make money. and this way I can go to the beach on Sunday, get even more of a tan. Even though I'm all ready tanned, If you see my tan lines, you would be amazed at how dark I am.

Well I have no more to say, I'm just typing away to pass time. Can You Tell??

Considering I'm talking about my night shift, what an interesting topic. Are you bored to tears yet??

I still haven't eaten super yet, I do need something before I go to work. Than I have to bring something, because around 3 am, I get really hungry, It's as if that would be the time for my breakfast, and than when I get home I'm hungry again and I usually eat my lunch at that time. One time I came home from a night shift and ate a hamburger at 8 o'clock in the morning. It seems gross, but it's actually really good. Than once a have a full stomach, I lay down with my blinds drawn, a blanket and my fan on. It's the best way to sleep. I usually watch a movie. That way I can sleep through the movie, I know it's not logical at all, but it's the best way that I found that helps me sleep. Plus it drowns out all the noise of the day. You don't realize how noisy the daytime is until you try to sleep. Trust me...you hear every single car that drives by your house, the neighbors kids are so loud, and you can even hear the stupid crosswalk beeping. But hopefully tommorow I'll be able to sleep some. I haven't had any problems yet, maybe when I'm 50 and sleep is terribly important, that's when I'll have all the problems.

Well I think I've told you enough about all my sleeping habits, and eating ones for that matter. Atleast now you'll have a better understanding of what a night shift is like. And if you've ever done one, you know exactly what I'm talking about.

chao,
Jocelyn

an interesting movie

Well tonight, I had Ryan Hughes over and we watched a movie. We thought we would rent a movie, watch it relax and enjoy ourselves. So we picked out "Mrs. Henderson presents" It was a very interesting movie. It's based on the a woman who's husband dies, and she uses the money she's left to open up a theatre in London. And than to bring the public in, she (It was the seventy year old woman) suggests to put naked women on the stage. So there was music and dancing and naked women. And surprisingly they show everything. And this movie was only rated PG. It says on the box PG!! I couldn't believe it. But oddly enough the movie has a really good story line, and you start to really care about the characters, (even the naked women) and it gets really dramatic because it's set during World War 2.

Therefore it was a very interesting, movie. It's worth watching, of course it would probably be a good idea to cover your eyes in a few scenes. I've seen so many naked people in my life it really didn't matter, plus I wasn't in mixed company. I don't know, if I had to watch that with someone of the opposite sex in the room, I would probably turn bright red. Oh well, that shows you my innocence. Anyway, it's a good movie, rent it and see what I'm talking about.

As you can see I've been trying to keep up with my posts, I've been doin' all right so far. Eventually I will forget that I have a blog, like I always do. Than remember it again.
I was trying to get some of my pictures put up, but this computer is so slow. Therefore no pictures, while I'm on the laptop!! Eventually I will post pictures again. Have a nice night.

chao,
Jocelyn

Restlessness

I'm a little restless, I feel as if I can't sit still. I have so much on my mind. I think that's why I'm writing this out. But the funny part is I have absolutely nothing to talk about. I'm just restless. Restlessness is funny, you can be restless and know what's bothering you, or you can be restless, and have no idea why. It's like a feeling you get inside when you're not sure what's going to happen. Like the night before your first day back at school. Or when you have to pass in a big project, or you go on a first date. It's all the same feeling. You almost feel like your shaking inside, but you don't know why. Maybe it's cause so much has changed recently, which means I guess I'm growing up. Life it's crazy, coping with it is a huge part of it. Knowing where to go to find comfort is half the battle. Which is why I'm going to get off here, and open my bible. That's good place to start. :) I can always go and scrapbook I seem to have a knack for that hobbie.

Chao
Jocelyn

Send me an email, I always need a distraction.

Stupidity at it's finest

yeah, well my shoulder hurts, have no idea what I did. I know there is a really nice bruise on it from when I smashed it against the car door. But that couldn't have done that much damage that when I lift my arm over my head a shot of pain goes through my neck and whole arm. I wonder if I slept on it wrong, would that cause the pain. So somehow I know this was my fault. Somehow...

It seems I've spent most of my nights this week staying up late and making sure I don't get enough sleep, but I truly don't mind, because once september comes. I'm going to be stuck in the house, the library and every other close quarters I can find to study in. So I say let me enjoy this time that I'm having this summer with no inhibitions, or limitations put on me, other than work. Let me do what I want to do. Take chances I haven't taken before, put my heart on the line and see if I win. And if I don't win, I still want to be happy that I didn't hold back. Risk it all, don't hold back, you never know what might happen. Sometimes life is so short why not enjoy the moments God has given us, and use every minute. I been given a gift and it's time, I might as well use it to the best of my abilities, so no holding back, no giving in, no moments of regret. Just livin' like there's no tommorow.

He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
He said

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

He said I was finally the husband, that most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend, a friend would like to have
And all of a sudden goin' fishin, wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book, and I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again
And then

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Shu
And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

Like tomorrow was the end
And ya got eternity to think about what to do with it
What should you do with it
What can I do with it
What would I do with it
Skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man ChuAnd man
I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

At home...

I'm at home on a Friday night. Can you believe it?? Well mostly I'm home, because I'm working in the morning, a split shift. I work in the morning for 4 hours, than that night, I work for another 4 hours. Crazy isn't it?? Well I'm getting work and that's what matters.

So I got my new cd player put into my car. I'm very excited!! It even has a controller that goes with it. It glows red and blue, and fits perfectly into the car. it looks awesome. I have been without a cd player for a while. I've missed it! Now I'm back to my goood ole music lovin', and blarin' self. You might be able to hear me comin' from miles away.

Well that's it, I have piactures to show everyone...something to do with a campfire.

Proverb of the day: Fire is hot, and water is wet! (who knew) :)

hey look what I found

Hard to believe I haven't posted since June!! But than it's me, and you guys should know by now. I have moments of I don't even want to look at the computer. It's summer after all, am I not supposed to out enjoying the sun, taking in the great outdoors. WELL I have been. I went to the beach yesterday!! Enjoyed the sun. It went away than I got to enjoy a bonfire. Which I enjoyed very much. Seems like forever that I've actually have let down my guard and enjoyed myself. I know you guys might think, what is she talking about, well keep thinking that, cause I'm not going to try to explain. anyways. I've been doing a lot recently. I'm working at a nursing home as an RA! it's nice. I can kind of pick and choose my hours.

The last two weeks I house sitted with Heather, which was fun, I'm sure she couldn't stand living with me for much longer. But it was nice to get away from my parents for a few weeks. Not having to answer to anyone is very nice. I was responsible for my own actions. Which means I used my own gas and everything, but atleast It was my own gas!!! That makes no sense!! anyway This is an update of my life. I have more pictures to show yo too!! you'll have to wait for those. Have a great day!!

Chao!!
Jocelyn

A little more of New York

Now I know I have been holding you guys on, for like months, to be exact 3 months, but I'm here, and I'm writing. I also have loads of pictures to show all of you. Loads of them. This will be a post of pictures. Any questions or comments, You know where to leave them.

Finally a little bit of NYC

my only good picture of Ms. LIberty. Enjoy!!

Keep you holding on

This blog is what I would call the keep you holding blog, because there will be no actual topic discussed, but just nonsense. The reason I am doing this, is because I don't have time to go through my New York pictures, and I want that to be a good post. I decided today would be the day I would clean my room. And those of you who know me, knows what a hassle and a mountain of work, cleaning my room truly is. I started at 12:30 to say the least, I'm still not done, but I have taken breaks here and there. Anyways. Hope this will hold you over. The next post will be about New York.

PS: I'm going Scrapbooking tonight. Yay!

New York, New York

I'm in New York. I'm having a grand ole time. I got to see Broadway. The strip where everything is. I went by the Gershwin theatre, where wicked is playing. I so wanted to go in, I know I wouldn't be able to see it, but it was still nice. There is a picture of Kelley and I underneath the Wicked billboeard. As well We went to the Brocklyn Tabernacle church. It was so cool. Their choir was absolutely awesome. Maybe if I move to New York I'll go to that church and sing in the choir. wouldn't that be cool. :) jk, I'm not moving to NY. Well atleast not within the next two years after that who knows. I can honestly tell you I have never seen so many cop cars and ambulances in my life. I was able to email my mom, and that was cool. It's always good to know that you are safe, and alive. I'm heading to do kids ministry stuff this afternoon which is so my element and I will absolutely love it. Well, got to go do some preparations for this afternoon, I'll post some more later. Send messages, I will get them, and keep the whole team in your prayers.

Love you all

Jocelyn

I love this new relationship

now before you start freakin' out and asking me all sorts of questions. It most definitely is not my relationship, it's Elizabeth's. She's in love and it's so cute. I've waited what seems like year's for her to fall in love. And she sure is in love. With Mr.Right at that...Mr. Paul Wright.

New Video

So I have a BRAND new video to show everyone. In this game Scott and I are playing together and we were so winning. It was fabulous. Well, check it out. You don't "see" me in this video but you sure can hear me.

Oh, btw, I leave for New York in 5 days. I'm jumping out of my skin. I know I will have a fabulous adventure there. And God is going to do awesome things!! Awesome things. I know IT!! Well here's the video.


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The Results

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Well as you probably realise I lost. But the next week I did very well. I hope you all enjoyed these mini films. I know my filming could be much better. But it's off of my digital camera. :) Anyway, this could always mean, I could post the interesting clips I have from New Years.

PS: Sorry that the video is not times right. It looks like a Bruce Lee film. :)

Movie # 2

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stay tuned, tommorow, you will find out the conclusion of this game!!

Movie time

I really hope this works, if not, than what the heck, does it really matter. But i have for your viewing pleasure, a video about a night at Kelley's playing Rook. You get to see what we do, and who is winning and the normal table talk that goes on when we all play.


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If you would like to see the continuation of this night tune in tommorow.

Kell was a cool idea

Here's the same thing that Kell is doing except about me, (Hope you don't mind Kell) It's really cute!!


http://kevan.org/johari?name=JocelynM

Let's see if we all think the same

even more pictures

Well, as you all know, my camera has become a bit of an obsession with me, and I have even more pictures, some of my dog and even more of the youth group. Tonight I'll get pictures of my cousins, Connor and Becca.

Just letting you all know now in case you begin to wonder, my weekend is shot. I will be studying my butt off, for pharmacology, and put together my project for tuesday's class, than I will be writing my clat and my agency profile report which I still have no clue what it is!! how does that sound.

Anybody want to watch the aviator with me??? I get to watch for a paper I will write, I just haven't had the time to sit down and watch it.

ok, now here are some more of my pictures.

weird mood

Well, I should be doing homework right now, but instead, I am posting, what I'm not sure of yet. I'm extremely excitable right now...why I don't know, could have been the pepsi I just drank.

Valentine's Day is coming up, my plans, include going to school, learning about labour and delivery (which is really cool, yet disgusting)and than going to work from 6 to 9:30, so even if I did have plans I would not be able to go because well I work. too bad eh?? It seems my love life (non-existing) gets placed on the back burner. It's ok though, I wouldn't have time right now for a relationship anyway, I would figure out a way to make it work, but I guess I don't get to try out that hypothetical situation. *shrug* I hope all of you have an awesome Valentine's Day though, remember those that are in your life that you love, friends, family, and that special someone. Oh and don't forget the one who is LOVE. He shows us what true love should be, unconditional! Here's some pics to keep you entertained though :)

Framed Photo

Framed Photo
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This is to show Kyla, what I actually framed, and the nice frame I put it in. It took a really long time to find a position to take the picture do there wouldn't be extreme glare.

Kelley...isn't she cute

Kelley...isn't she cute
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Aleisha

Aleisha
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John

John
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Erin and Heidi

Erin and Heidi
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I like this photo.

Kell and I in the same color shirt...almost

Kell and I in the same color shirt...almost
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Heather's cards

Heather's cards
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I guess she wanted to show us how bad her hand was while playing rook. It was a bad hand.

Kelley

Kelley
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Surprisingly I have more than one picture of her in this exact pose.

Ryan

Ryan
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he's probably thinking, and strategizing and praying he'll win. Which he did!!